Toni Tails
1 min readDec 27, 2020

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We all have time machines within. Sights, smells, and experiences combine to warp us to a place where we first smelled that — heard that — tasted that — felt that.

I smell wallpaper paste, and I’m 6 years old, helping Mama stick wallpaper over wood paneling in my brother’s bedroom. I mix water with powder and paint the sticky mess onto long strips of rainbow-striped wallpaper.

I stick the strips to the wall, and they wrinkle and bubble like pancakes on a griddle.

I leave Mama to her work to find my brother. I tell him to moon a passerby out the living room window. When he does, I tell Mama. She comes…

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Toni Tails

CEO of Toni Tails Design | Published Author & Illustrator| Body Positive Graphic Artist | Autism Mama | Survivor of Child Sex Abuse | PTSD ADHD Queer | she/her